- and when she whispers
- January 26, 2010
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im tired of pretending
showing you my good side
always being the bright one
while my heart dies in the shadows
your fool for too long
i can no longer hide
lover you are my everything
every breath every thought
a part of you is here, constantly
within my bones, beneath my skin
it shouldnt have to be this hard
i shouldnt have to fight to make you love me
wasted, i have stopped
trying to make you mine
stopped trying to be your heart
stopped eternally breaking my own
i cannot go on any longer
not one more moment, not one more day
i dont want to care anymore
tears burn hot behind my eyes
so i drink until im numb
and sleep my days away
i dont think
i dont feel
my trembling heart
beats in my hands
so brittle
so close to the end